Some people are truely pathetic....why would you want to lose prolly the best friends you'll ever have over something that destroys you?????(would you rather feel good for a short time, or be loved and trusted for a lifetime???) I am not trying to start any wars or take any sides, and i am just trying to open eyes on how i see the situation..... it just saddens me to see this, its like someone stabbing me and twisting the knife to add that much more pain..It also saddens me for all the effort i gave, and nothing came from it, just more pain and dissapointment...I am done trying, i dont want to be, but i dont want to get hurt anymore more then i have to...Like i said this isnt to be taking as a hostile message, just me telling everyone how i feel, cause i rarely do that.....
Ok.. for other news my weekend was really minus a few bumps. Went to docfest which was ok...then went to brandys house which was nice, Hung out with kathy, brandy,mike,billy,kenny,ryan,madeline,and james.(awesome time) Saturday went to royal oak with kathy, mike and billy, found the plugs i am getting"yay" found out the cat's meow closed"ow" but it was a goodtime.. The night was a really good time minus someone not being so cool(i didnt want to sound mean) and then sunday hung out with kathy which was one of the best times, i dont know why but it just was, i swear just as i think i gave all my love to kathy some more pops out of nowhere, i am serious i love this girl to death, and i think everyon pretty much knows that by now, and i wish to my friends that they all could find this happyness that i have with kathy..one day they will, cause i want them to feel how i do.....And to all of my friend I LOVE YOU
Oh and about the saturday crew thing....its weird right now but i know its not over,we just need to fix the bugs out and make it better.